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Plans
I am hoping to leave NY and head home by Christmas break. There are a few tings that have to be in place to have this happen.
1. Job Going to something rather than away from something.
2. A place to live. A room rented in a house or a studio apartment.
3. A car.
I am in talks for number one, with an augmented plan for substitute teaching between freelance gigs. Number two is not in play yet. Number three is in process and by process I mean waiting on availability in my meager price range. Up shot is I hit my breaking point here I have no quality of life and things have to change and change soon.
To that end I am rewriting my resume, investigating costs, looking into networks and moving forward with the job search. I have markers I set for my self and that is that.
Work does not know I have planned my exit and that I am on a time table. I will not burn them, but I won't kill my self for them either. I will have better intel over thanks giving break. To say that I ma scared is an understatement leaving a solid gig for not so solid is frightening, But you know what is more frightening? I got a good look at my co worker who is a pro through and through. He looks like he is going to die. Another co worker said to me "If you have an opportunity take it, look at X and I we are not going any where." These guys have been in the industry for 15 years at least. I want more than this non life. I am not afraid to work hard or long hours, but I want there to be some sort of pay off for that level of commitment, a chance for a better life and the opportunity to expand. I am not getting the where I am. Better to be one of a few pushing hard than one of many pushing hard for nothing.
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